Friday, December 21, 2007

La Di Dah

That pretty much describes me right now. I'm just flowing with everything right now. The last 2 day were the coldest days of my life...NO HEAT! OMG...it was the worst...but I'm am not going to despise these "small beginnings" if this is what im suppose to do right now. I am grateful to God for what I have and what I will be and I'm just roling with the punches. This has been a week of triumph and hardships but I know it will ALLLLL work out for my good...Praise YAH!

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Did I speak too soon???

No sooner than me posting my last blog, an arguement! Unbefreakinlievable! I'm am very upset and annoyed right now. If I show genuine concern about him, then he wants to go off and say, don't do that, no, blah blah blah. Geeze. I'm so annoyed I'm just going to go to bed. Goodnight...maybe i'll have more clarity tomorrow.

The mail must go through...

Sooo....its snowing outside, crazy, so i'm picking up people for work which should be fun...Rain, sleet, snow, hail...the kids are always at the safe home so I must be there with them too. I don't mind...I would like to spend more time with my husband though. Its been rought when I have had little to no time to really rest. Everything with DH has been pretty great of late...no weird arguing or things like that so that has been great. I'm just praying and believing and recieving finances for my family and for my families future to take care of the debts that accrued since Jason had to stop his job. I think that has been, no, that definetly has been the hardest thing for me to deal with. We doing pretty good financially right before our marriage and getting better because I was going to start working when we got back from our honeymoon but everything was kind of pulled from beneath us. Lately, Jason has been making great connections with so much potential of something else. I am grateful for it but I'm ready for a complete yes and for tangible money to come through. Lord, please help me to contiually be encouraged and I know you have my back! Love & Peace...Off to work, the mail must go through...

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Home again

Just about coming in from work....long day. One girl was annoying me terribly today. She was so rude and just...a mess. Almost got bitten today, but didn't....Thank God...that would have been another trip to the dr...at least I would be using my worker's comp....lol. I have yet to see my little nephew...he was born on the saturday that just passed...Aiden...almost 10 pounds...he was born a two year old...lol. Well, off to bed, I have a long day tomorrow. Gnite :-)

Monday, December 10, 2007

Oh What a day!

Right now, i'm super tired, I love my job but its very tiring giving so many people that can never give back to me. Thank God he is the one the can continually fill me when I feel drained. I have so much responsibility right now and I'm going to have a lot more when I go back to school. I am really going to have to learn to balance everything...better time management so I could get great sleep and eat at better times that I am eating now. I need to do this to get everything rolling...everything meaning what I need to fulfill on this earth. My dream is to open a group home for teenage girls. I want them to have a safe and loving place to heal and grow. I know what it is like to be raised with an unfit parent and thank GOD that he is my caring and loving father, more than anyone could ever be! Well, off to make dinner. Peace :-)

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